Letter Writing

Letter Writing

I don’t know how to express the conflicting emotions that have surged like a storm through my heart all night long. This past few months every time I let my mind wander it always leads back to you. The way you look into my eyes, even though I’m not a science student, I still feel chemistry between us. Always when you pass by I get butterflies in my stomach but it wasn’t just that. It was your smile, your body, your spirit and your love overall.  You truly are a blessing to me. Oh, what a time to live in! There is no other guy like you, if only you knew the way I look at you when you’re faced back I smile wider that the sky. Why is there such a guy like you?

It all started 6 months back when I was having a terrible day and all I wanted was to disappear but you were there with me in my darkest time. You held me and with those reassuring eyes, you told me that “it was fine”. For the rest of my day I smiled like an idiot, my heart fillied with warmth. After all the words and all the ink used, one thing is abundantly clear that nothing I ever composed will be sufficient to sum you up.  It’s unexplainable how much control you have over me. All I know is that I didn’t want to fall in love again but at some point you smiled and my goodness I blew it.