Falling in Love

Falling in love is just like falling into karma. Everything is just the way it is and you just live with whatever comes your way. I guess It’s just the type of karma I have with each guy, either good or bad. Falling in love and being in love is completely different. Falling in love doesn’t require a relationship while being in love does.You just fall in love without questioning and without balancing your heart with your head.

There was this boy who came into my life very unexpectedly. When we first saw each other, we had no intentions of being lovers or even friends. It was just until when he approached me while I was going through the most difficult time of my life. School, friends, family, all shut me out when I needed them the most. Just when I needed someone before giving up everything, he walked in. He opened his heart to me and led me to take everything one step at a time. Right then and there, I knew I saw him as a whole different person. From then, we began to be friends and, together, built special feelings for each other.

It was unlike any other feeling I have ever had. It incited me, it invigorated me, and it put me in a state of mind where everything around me was a momentary passing. I thought I couldn’t think, feel, or see anything but him. I found myself wanting him and waiting for him and that’s when I saw life rewarded me for all my regrets in the past about love.

When I was with him, I smiled until my jaw hurt because I felt his warm presence and heard his gentle voice tickle my ear. When I closed my eyes, I saw his big shining eyes, puppy dog face, and warming smile. Just by thinking of him, I couldn’t sleep or eat. People told me that I was glowing as if they knew I was the happiest person in the world. I was always in a state of bliss, happiness, and attachment because of him. I felt as if I was a whole different person, as if I was born again. The world around me seemed so beautiful and life was extra exciting.