Love Case

love is not free.... one day it wont hurt.... i do belive that it may still exist in the modern world? Im not sure though

I want life to be more simple.... I have dumbed myself down to make it more bearable.... I am not too well adjusted to this profundly sick society and I long for love... or is that my biological clock getting the best of me?

I wish it were true.. every one had what they needed to survive so they could go on using the other 90 percent of their minds capacity to improve the world we live in to perpetuate that smile... to live good with other people to feel good to want and be there to eliminate complacency

to have needs wants and desires again ... to feel that life is not but a joke.... to experience other emotions

the long lost empathy.... my minds eye is welded shut how dare this be true?

this is not going to work... love is not free... it is only a part of our conditioning that social longing for some one else to be loved... to care for.. to be cared for? that is but a myth in my 25 years of being alive so far.....

One day you will realize? = what? I will just be... and then feel the need to live life day by day no plans to fall thru and nothing to be dissapointed by = for each day is something new and possible... = but this is getting me no where.....

life is meant to be lived? ... worked? loved? kids?

negative ghost rider I wish this were not kansas any more.....